...directly into the danger.
So of late I have mentioned ever-so-briefly the stuggles taking place in me and those taking place outside myself. Even when they are uplifting or good they seem to carry a troubled undertone. It kills me that I seem to express so much that is negative or neutral. So much that it does not feel balanced anyway, which is quite different than my state of mind these days. A poor portrail as it were. It is also straining me to not talk as freely as I would like in here. At first their were so many backlogged thoughts that never got expressed and so much clogged creativity that my brain was constipated or something. After nearly a full year many of the remembered creativity and ideas are shared and tbh these days are a bit full to be allowing for whimsical creativity. Now my thoughts and posts tend to be about things relevant to what is going on in my life and that leaves me very little wiggle room as anyone who is actualy a part of my life is likely to know about this place, if not actually come and visit it. It makes the process very difficult on some fronts. I have to be careful what I say...good and bad.
At any rate I'll keep plugging away.
No comments:
Post a Comment